The
first three months in site are known to be the most horrendous months in your
service. As volunteers in the sector medio ambiental, we first come to site in
the hottest months of the year, where school is just ending, and families spend
their summers in the house avoiding the heat. Along with the initial shock of
being placed in site, not knowing how to speak the language well, we also are
given the task of figuring out what we will be working with. I spent my first
three months learning Spanish and Guarani, walking to every house in my town,
and trying to find outlets in the community where I could share my passion for
reforestation, animals, and healthy living and eating. From talking to people
in the community and with my host family, I have been learning that this is a
harder task than I thought, and it made the fact that my Peace Corps contact being
the High School Principal was a blessing in disguise.
When
I originally entered Peace Corps I didn’t picture myself working with kids,
teaching English classes, and often talking about everything but environmentalism,
but here I am now doing all of these things, and I have finally found purpose
as my role of a Volunteer. Many
failed attempts trying to pry my way into the community, I was able to fall
back to my natural enjoyment for working with high schoolers, a love that I
acquired from all those years as a Camp Counselor, a lack of vegetables in my
diet, and desperate to connect with people in the community that was not a part
of my amazing host family, I have found myself working at least three hours a
day in the local colegio.
My
contact being the High School Principal has opened so many doors for working
one on one with the jovenes, collaborating with teachers, and feeling an
immediate sense of purpose. All in which are experiences that many Volunteers
struggle with, as School faculty can be intimated by a volunteer’s ambition or
at times simply do not have the time to squeeze in a new person. My contact immediately set me up with
the high school’s Environmental Science teacher, Liz Paolo. We first met back
in December at the graduation party of my contacts daughter, there we danced
until four morning, sharing glasses of beer, and taking photos with her over
the top Asuncion city boyfriend, who reminded me of someone you would see in a calendar
of South American Lovers. To add to it she considers herself an outspoken feminist,
is a single Mom, has spent time in Spain, and not afraid to share personal
information, like her four tattoos, so I was excited to meet someone that
challenges some of the traditional conservative thoughts of Paraguayans. And
most importantly, she is filled to the brim with a love for the Environment and
all things Science, loves challenging the students to think out of the box by
creating a life for themselves through education and hard work. In so many
ways, I can see how well we would get along, if I weren’t consumed with being
careful of the things I say around my colleagues and students. As I know that dependent on who is
listening, could cause some unnecessary rumors, though I know with time I can
open up to her, just like I have been able to with my family, only in the
confidence that no one else is around.
Any
ways back to topic, with this professor I Immediately have started a
competition within the high school of what grade can make the best garden.
Every week I have a new lecture prepared, in which all grades are taught the
same material, and are given similar task on what work they need to do in their
portion of the garden. So far we have covered how abiotic and biotic elements
make up an Ecosystem, what defines a species, the difference between Organic
gardening and Conventional gardening and Permaculture. Working with the students, I’m finding
out that many of the times they know what I am talking about but are to timid
to share; reminds me of myself back in school, so I try to say things that I
always wished my Teachers would have said to help me feel comfortable to speak
up.
Along
with my Environmental class, I have started helping with the English class, and
have started an English class on the side for the grades who do not have it
with the Professor, it has only happened once, but the one time was a lot of
fun, I plan to practice mostly on pronunciation and basic conversation
techniques. As another form to
share my culture from the states, starting next Wednesday, I will lead the high
schooler and faculty interested in an hour long yoga class. Lately I have been
reading up on different routines, and feel like I could lead a pretty good
class here- we will see.
Outside
of working in the High School, all my time has been spent in my host family’s
house passing the time and putting all of my money into the house that I am
trying to finish off building. We originally planned for it to be finished
March 5, the day I had my site presentation but at that point it was missing
basically everything, then we decided it should be ready by March 18 ( the next
time my boss could come to check it out) but money didn’t come through and we
were missing the flooring, bathroom and electricity, we’re now aiming for April
2nd all the money has come through, but with the recent ongoing rain
storms, work has been slow. As of today we have put in all of the doors and
windows. What we are missing is the bathroom accessories (toilet, sink,
shower), flooring of the bathroom, electricity and the water line. Sounds like
a lot, which it is a lot, but I’m really hoping that we can get it all finished
by April 2nd, the next time my boss can come out here to inspect it.
Each day I grow more tired of my room that is slowly over filling with boxes,
the brownish-red color that has taken over everything I own, not having control
of my diet, and the lack of control I have in general and guiltiness that over
whelms me when ever I spend a great amount of time on my computer. I have such
an immense love for my host family, and I am certain that I will miss them once
it is time to live on my own, but at the end of the day, I need my space and
not until I live on my own, will I feel content with my life.